Looking at the Sun, Eyes Closed
By Audrey Alma Meyer
Our roof top has proven
To be this sunny spot
Of heaven.
Breathing in the scene-
The clear, bluish sky,
The lush vegetation around.
I settle into a chair,
Ready for some time off.
Our celestial star shines,
Sending oblique noon rays.
Bathed in this winter light, eyes closed,
I can finally pause.
Soft closed eyelids
Turn toward
Today’s majestic sun-
January 1st.
Instantly, a bright red light upholsters
My covered eyes.
This fluo- reddish light
Illuminates my sight,
Gradually turning into
A white beam.
This ain’t a dream.
Intense luminosity,
It spreads evenly,
And it seems
This brightness will last.
I calmly listen
To the sun’s spirit.
There is a welcome prayer,
And nothing else to bear.
A swaying flower with three corollas makes its appearance.
Swirling circles of red, pink-orange, some blue at their center,
With a white halo diverging toward the horizon.
I am a rhododendron.
You are good to me,
Exceptional sunlight of love.
Distance and closeness interweave.
You are capturing what I have longed for:
A hologram of these flowers,
Over there, in Overijse.
Companion of mine, I melt beside your eternal presence.
We are all blindness and discernment, forgetfulness and remembrance.
There is nothing like
A vivid desire
For incandescence.
